In accordance wth da limited amount of knowledge I possess I hv tried 2 define lyf in my own way.Nd itz my request 2 all my friends 2 do da same.Define lyf in ur own way.Define it in such a way dat u don regret watever u don hv or watever u don get.Define it by da people u meet,da people u talk 2 n da people whom u draw close 2 u.Without a proper definition lyf seems 2 me lyk a radar less ship in da ocean of uncertainty.Try it !!!! It may wrk 4 u as well.....
Tanmay Sarkar.A simple boy.No one 2 look up 2 whn he passes u.No one 2 remembr whn u don kno hm 2 da core.Dis is nt ur fault.Aha !! don blame urself.Its his self made "i m no one" nature whch makes u do so.
Althrough da 23 yrs of mah lyf I hv cm across many frnds n foes.Many who love me lyk anythng!!!! At da same time many who love 2 hate me lyk nythng....Bt I gv a damn...I least cared...Den oneday I gt dis boy as my team member in IIPM...didnt kno hm much b4 dat...Only hd a notion dat he iz a "paraku" type attendin each n every lecture.Den v formed "da 7 wonders"(though sounds funny...bt cant help....no othr name ws comin at dat momnt..)Da rest iz nt jst a memory 4 me bt also a learnin process....Dis boy's definition of lyf ws altogethr diffrnt frm mine....Huh !!! hw cn i wrk wth such a boy!!! Moreover whn m resistance 2 chnge whn it cms 2 changin my own damn self....So I decided 2 do wat I hv usually done in da past....Show hm da middle fingr.....Fuck off man !!!!
Dayz passed....Da 7 wonders blended much faster dan I hd xpected....Most surprisingly I ws observin a chnge in myself...Dis is no longer da same Nabarun...He is changing!!! He is actually workin wth othrs....2 b specific he hs increased hs collaboratv skills lyk nythng....Being da team leader I hd 2 tk all vital decisions n silently I always wanted smone 2 b by my side....I really felt dat !!!!
Dis is da tym whn Tanmay cm lyk a messiah.He nt only stood by my side bt also silently(as he usually is) cruised me thru all da challenges dat I faced.May sound funny bt sometyms I felt lyk MS DHONI leading da MasterBlaster Sachin Tendulkar !!!!
Tanmay....is still a mystry 2 me....n it will remain 4ever....n frankly speakin I don hv da ordasity 2 judge hm or draw a conclusion abt hm....Smtyms mystries hv their own magic whch draws one 2wrds dem...
To Tanmay,
It hd bn grt 2 hv u as a frnd in my journey thru lyf...I nt only look up 2 u as a frnd bt also as an xample whom I cn follow....People who don kno u may tk dis as a piece of shit bt people who kno u vl undoubtedly agree wth me.....It ws a grt tym leading u along wth all othr members of "THE PHOENIX".....Learnt a lot..Hope it helps dis jackass someday in da future......
Regards
Knoty Navron
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